Dear child of the 7th
I suffered your desire
My Sweet Lord, have mercy
Deliver me from this little tantrum
*****
Because while the city is alive out there
You keep humming James’ song
You don’t remember what you said
About the bones of you
and the summer skin around it.
*****
You kept gazing at the stars
and ignored what I offered
You said I brought home everything
but what you wanted
Maybe you never knew
what that was.
*****
I’m taking the train home
while you keep pounding
A million doves flew
After our story ended
No little souvenirs of that
Terrible year
It wasn’t on a cold Sunday
but on a warm Thursday
*****
Those cherry tulips that we grew
Why did you stomp on then?
We both knew about Johnny Rock’s ballad
I didn’t know I was only your stopgap
Whir yourself around once more
Maybe the fire will be put out
So don’t crash into me again
*****
Your reflection on the television has faded
Well, I guess that’s entertainment
You were deaf to all pleas
Was it the wasps in your ears?
See me chew through the killer bees
More dignified than living on your knees
Waiting for that satellite
*****
We knew what would put us back together right
All the paintings are now skewed slight to the right
And so our coat of arms around our hearts
and that combative monster that saw us by the river
still stands upright, his memory remembers most
while all we felt has now turned to dust
*****
Now, the good that won’t come out of me
Will haunt this cedar room
Now’s when everything we felt fails
Memories all crumble to dust
Enjoy your kingdom of rust.
Words: S.J.